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vertical line Posted on Oct.16.2019 @ 03:18PM EDT by Bobwidget
What is the point of the physical body and five senses? Being your physical body and its five senses make you what? Aware of reality! The physical body is you.

Let the physical body totally relax and release focused nervous energy. That standoffish insecure attention is not the real you. Its a created thing.
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line Look I cannot even if you wanted to. your people they need to go back to school and take courses in biology and medicine
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line it is not standoffish, you do not understand the physical body
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line they do not understand anatomy or how the body functions or how to groom and shave etc., it is worse than a hippie cult I cannot live there
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line it is not insecure I am merely annoyed, I am going to break Sandra's nose next she is a beast and a whore
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line how do I know, because I live with the same people, they are exactly the same they don't understand a single goddamned thing they are worth less than dog I will shoot them
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line hippie cult are different they do not use any services u leave them in the middle of nowhere they do not complain
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line something tells me they knew how to groom they just didn't cause they didn't have any products, these people are different they literally do not know how the body functions
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Oct.17.2019
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medicine and butt sprayers and stuff from my yard that is how I do it I do not use olay, toilet paper is rationed, that is how intelligent countries do it too.  i got rid of most things except medicine and cooking oil.

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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line well i do not have my own medicine but u get the drift. the vast majority of people in USA are not so stupid at all just the people I am stuck with
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line so i cook for example in such a way that ensures clean bowel movement, hair and skin it depends on the person. i can probably get rid of the refrigerator but that is a little extreme
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line u make preserves and u pickle stuff and u use dried stuff in bulk it is called traditional diet. u do not need mock meat and all kinds of jars recycled constantly. but my grandparents cannot walk so i can hardly keep them from enjoying themselves. i think fastfood is rich man's food
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line I do not consider u physical people that is the thing, u are shy when it comes to seeing different kind of animals and body types, else I might have gone there
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line well the other problem is that I got to change my grandpa's piss bottles I cannot miss it, like I got free time but I can't be away for that long. but I don't think i'd go there either way they are not like a roman bathhouse it is just madness there, olay and no medicine and food that sets u off
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line India has happier street dog, fraction of emissions, less debt, both local agriculture and some of the best engineering and surgeons in the world, new nuclear energy facilities, it is the only place u would go for proton beam surgery, their english is better, etc. etc. i am not sure if I wouldnt rather be there than the USA it is not their gurus
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line like they know how to give physicals or what, no they dont. their school they do not give complete physical education. running marathons is part of it, I think I actually exercise a lot more than them, but most countries they also school you in hygiene and cooking etc. they do not do it here
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line im serious if u go to most country or back in history they do not have the same PE curriculum, they studied sanitation and hygiene and anatomy etc, it was not only sports it was both. so when u say physical it does not have the same definition for me. same thing when u say animal, human and insect are part of animal kingdom but not according to u, we may as well be speaking a different language i do not understand a single thing your people say.
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line aside from that they are too shy it is aggravating why dont they just talk in front of everyone instead of slipping me notes
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line define your terms first because I do not know what the hell any of you are saying and i never did, then learn to speak up
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line they arent even monolingual i cannot understand their english it is atrocious, they slur and they have weird slang mine is just normal english
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line well some say it is trans atlantic or british accent I dont think it is, it is just normal english but their accent devolved and mine didnt.
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line yes it gets me looks in the street because they expect asian accent so sometimes I hide it to keep myself from getting robbed, like they think I am putting them on but that is my normal accent
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line i do not speak with asian or california accent so I do not feel safe, i think u have to speak california accent else u get robbed around here
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line no it is not paranoia i have had robbery attempts from more than just the widgets, usually from people richer than myself. I think I have to carry a weapon and leave the country
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line Sandra was not that good in bed she cried all night after I do not know what to do with her
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Oct.17.2019
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she is a madman I told u, she screws her siblings and there is nothing in her head

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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line i mean she screws all of them not one of them, like she has 4 sex partner that are immediately or closely related. they are not flings. she is insane not me. if I take her they will be upset anyways, so I think they are accusing me of mistreating her, but would they prefer I compliment her? of course not. dunno what they expect
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line wherever you ppl went to school, go there and ask for refund do not look at me. go back to your high schools and ask for refund
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vertical line there is a lot of research that shows difference in brain structure but I am not convinced. I have upper range mensa IQ but I was not born with it I think it is trained. I am convinced that you can detect racism on MRI however. they are obviously trying to cuckold me, that is the term, but their orgasm faces are just absurd I end up losing my libido, I think it is not what they intend. every time they go out they just cause everyone trouble including themselves
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line I cannot communicate anything basic with them, but it is not elitist, citizen from other country they usually have no trouble comprehending anything and they are not rich, so USA schools they have regressed to an unsalvageable point, there is no point in sending your kids to school
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Oct.17.2019
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what they call non attention it just looks like attention to me, it is because their cognitive mapping it is not complete

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vertical line if I cannot move to New York where there are PhD I plan on changing countries, my apologies but I think it is a patriotic move. I feel bad for intelligent Americans like so_teh's family I hope they find something. I do not like my own people either half of them are backwards they should have died in Vietnam
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they are wrong that I what I really am, I am "standoffish" I do not enjoy them. do they mean to say I enjoy them, I don't. if I am insecure then how come they ran off from a duel.

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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line what is the point to the whole tellez, the whole sanchez, and all their connection. there is 0 point to them they are less than one gimp from the streets. I do not think I am anything as they say, I think I am merely Mexican and civilized and none of them are, it is obvious, but not to them for some reason I don't want to psychoanalyze them like they do with me it is boring. they should try a subject that is actually hard, like life and death, love, etc.
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line what is any of them worth they have not given a single proof that they are worth more than one dog from my shelter. everything they say is a projection of their own insecurity and a paraphrase of what they think I think since they know I do everything right but they don't know why, they think it is philosophy in my head I just think it is a normal education, they will know the instant they set foot in a different country they are too sheltered
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line they do not have anything. they have tortured dogs and garbage only. their whole connection are like that, nothing but garbage and they are 50 and military men
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vertical line you don't know if I like her. I dated Frank at one point u see how that turned out
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line I have no animus against him but I literally don't care if he is vanished from my head
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line it is really who I am, I do not like any of you, i do not like your families, i do not like your companies they are all bullcrap, the more I hang with them the less I know, for someone from the streets i cannot afford it
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Oct.17.2019
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he actually owes me money but it is more that I don't remember anything about him, it was a lot of time

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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line see? now he can pay for cruises but I do not care if he vanishes, why would u be any different. in general I feel that way about most people I grew up with.
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line or put it this way: why trade war China. what makes you people any different from Chinese, how do you justify your citizenship since you do not follow USA or Mexican law and you cost taxes
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line I ask my family the same thing you know what they did they cried and attacked me with their fists
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line i think the trade war is right but half the people you are trying to fight they are in USA. wall does not help because there are already too many lunatics inside USA. there should be civil war, people who do not follow USA law should get kicked out
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line Sandra I am not interested in your family do not send them near me, leave them or get the hell out. Unlike you I do not have family or gang that is the difference between us, nobody stops me from coming or going
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vertical line yeah I screwed you I screwed Frank too why do you think there is anything in it, I came inside of him now I got a gun at his head so what. it is USA law, maybe a bit diverged from California law only
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vertical line I do not decide the law decides, I cannot bypass it for anyone. if I were rich I would just send everyone to different country to build their character, I am not rich
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line Sandra u are going to duel in his place or what. I cant duel the Sanchez come on, u ppl did not do anything wrong
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vertical line my family did not want to duel i told them to go back to Vietnam now they are looking for psychologist
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vertical line that is the difference, they pleaded insanity. else I am changing their piss bottles and they will be dead b4 they got out of prison
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vertical line Christie and Frank call USA and Mexican law punishment, they are obsessed with that word, I do not think it is punishment, you follow it or you leave there is no punishment. you are not required to stay, nobody commands you to stay in a country you cant handle
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line i did not ask them for anything but they commanded me to pick up their grocery for free and to give them money. your company and services I pay for everything.
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vertical line checkmate=one of us dies, u do not understand. that is what they keep saying, checkmate. it is not something u have to calculate either but they think so
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line it is the same as coup de grace. they want to duel but they make a million excuses why they need to move pieces around, you point and you shoot why do you need to think about it
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vertical line Most people who imagine their mental illness do not want help. They consider it part of their personality. But people do not have a mental illness. They imagine one.
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vertical line no i dont, i just lose time from maintaining my body and sleeping on the floor. it is not OCD because I clean the toilets
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vertical line most people accuse me of OCD but then why do i get human crap on my hands
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vertical line Frank always complained, simultaneously, that I spend too much on hygiene and that I have poor hygiene. he needs a lobotomy
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vertical line yes or that thing he did in school where he'd sit there for 5 minutes looking for his homework when he did not do it, everyone would get pissed, but i think he really believed it would materialize
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line just like he thinks bambi will breathe again if he works hard enough or he did not challenge me to a duel, he wants to change the material reality with his mind, it does not work that way
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line the mind does not materialize things. you can put a map on it that is all, some people have more coherent maps than others, but his problem is the former, he thinks it can materialize things.
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vertical line my mom is still trying to materialize bambi see, she keeps saying she is reborn somewhere it is pathetic. once they are gone they are gone for good
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vertical line they did in fact suffocate her on purpose. they were pissed that the dog liked me and that I am a more effective maid than them. that is the only difference, I am cheaper, and there is no production except from my yard. now the house is rightfully mine
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vertical line I wanted access to the kitchen that is all. now I just use it to feed my grandparents. I want to make pharmaceuticals but again I cannot access them even though I know the ingredients, I get checked for pregnancy. do I look like someone who gets people pregnant on accident.
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vertical line my father did not either I think they are liars, he got drunk, he asked for abortion, she wailed, they kicked him out. feminism see.
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vertical line The knowledge of namar.

Viewed on live television they brought the dead alien body of the pharaoh into the light of the sun. Instantly it filled with his life force energy. Erased from our memories.

The life force energy must be the physical body. Union and non separation.
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line Laugh? That's Ill.

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vertical line well she was just like me, i dont think dogs are equal in personality, like she had high IQ, she always ate right, she was always relaxed, always independent, but you people laughed when she couldnt get air, that's all she wanted. so excuse me but I don't think I have to be a sociopath to pull a gun on anyone.
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vertical line like she never went through the trash or barked for no reason etc., she was literally better than your whole family.
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line there's no difference. one eats less, it's me and the dog that's the only difference. I cannot match her sacrifices, gunshot is better than suffocating to death.
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Oct.17.2019
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line no i'm not saying anyone should duel, it was your duel, i am just pointing out facts about the reality, i am indifferent about it
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line i find it harder to concentrate around you people I cannot explain it, like I get amnesia and i cannot do basic tasks, it is too much mental noise or something, I feel more aware when I am left alone
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Oct.17.2019
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line i normally dont think about her fyi, so i still walk to walgreens etc., I was just on calculus before anyone bothered me, it is just around you
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line no not you Christie I mean you people in general. I am fine around others
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line no dont take it personally I get it with some others too, like they say they are physical but they have very poor understanding of anatomy and biology, so I do not enjoy them, it does not seem physical to me but simply energetic it is different
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line yeah then there is the economics but start with understanding the human body, you cant really be physical if you dont know how it works, but we do not have the same definition you are going to have to stretch your minds a bit
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vertical line if you apply a lot of energy and you get sick how is it physical. you can extend it to production costs, it's why civilizations fail
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vertical line If you train your whole life and you are the most fit person in the society and you still cannot do something like driving a small ambulance then how your kids are supposed to do it, especially if you do not leave them with a better body. At the same time someone has to calculate stress and strain for the dams you cannot guess it with your thumb. Then there are merchant ships and aircraft to captain they are a whole different ballgame, there is absolutely nothing similar between them and driving. China does not send their own ships then what, right now the chemicals for most medicine are from them. Look at Indian citizens and what is in their curriculum, they understand athletics, biology, investment, all of it, that is what I call physical. Their P.E. it is not even the same, they cover hygiene and medicine in it
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line i do not have much patience these days. it is not sociopathy, I cannot get medication that I know how to synthesize it is absurd, i get checked for pregnancy like I said, they do not know what they are doing
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line that is after living on the street, walking to the worst schools my whole life, having my dog suffocated in front of my eyes by a gang, u understand? I do not owe anyone allegiance or any favor I have lost too much time
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Oct.17.2019
11:02PM EDT 
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vertical line no that is also after being held in police custody for supposed truancy and sent to psychologist for supposed paranoia, then how come I was right and they suffocated my dog for no reason
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Oct.17.2019
11:08PM EDT 
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vertical line if i am truant then how come I know how to synthesize the medicine and they don't even know what it does, yet they control the supply. when I get a PhD i have no issue but I am not always so lucky
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Oct.17.2019
11:13PM EDT 
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vertical line yeah she was gasping for breath and u ppl were complaining that I was not dressed well enough, i did not have my suit and bowtie on. u see. the root of the society it is corrupt, politicians can do little to fix that
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Oct.17.2019
11:17PM EDT 
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vertical line yakuza they do not do that. if they rob people they rob the rich. only mexican cartel do it, but they also bleed. so i would not even call it gang, it is an inquisition
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Oct.17.2019
11:21PM EDT 
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vertical line cartel bleed. they screw with u when u cut into their business. they do not target random impoverished civillians, but u get what i mean. his word is gang u have to speak his language
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Oct.17.2019
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vertical line why others are in jail for pot and he is not in jail for torture it is absurd
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Oct.17.2019
11:33PM EDT 
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vertical line u send your hooker and it does not work because i sleep on the floor, i need solid ground. u do not have education so you do not understand the reason, it is not because I like dogs
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Oct.17.2019
11:43PM EDT 
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vertical line aside from that there are rat mites and no bathtub, u would not like the location
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